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Ok ok ok I don’t know if you’re much into Harry Potter but hear me out - I saw someone categorize the ateez boys into Hogwarts houses and they mentioned how Yunho would be in Hufflepuff and be quidditch captain. My lil brain is obsessed with this idea because I’m a hufflepuff too SO I had a vision haha
Like just imagine being a shy lil hufflepuff and having a slight (massive) crush on him and baking the quidditch team treats because he helped you find your cat or something idk but then he notices you in his classes and slowly gets to know you. He then invites you personally to the games and helps you study while also trying to learn how to bake and knowing all the secrets of the kitchen or something.
But just like I then saw this picture and it just made me think of him just staring at his girl from across the room as she’s all blushy and just aaaaaaaa I need fluffy hufflepuff captain in my life that’s all haha
pls me i am such a potterhead you have no idea 😭 yunho as hufflepuff makes sense but can i just say no matter what house he is in, he has to be the quidditch captain. there's no other position more perfect for him! and you're a hufflepuff too omg let me slyther in your heart ;) (yes that's me)
okay but that headcanon?? i hear you. there's no way you won't be shy around quidditch captain yunho who's always occupied with stuff, but still manages to make time for you if you ever stop him in the hallways or ask him to meet you somewhere so you can hand him the treats you baked for the whole team bc you're shy to give them to everyone (really, you baked only for him but you don't want to make that obvious). you may have first baked only for him bc he helped your pet but when you saw him sharing those treats with his team and when he caught you in the hallways one day and complimented your baking skills, you started making them weekly. somewhere between that, you get invited to watch the games and you become known as the quidditch team's personal bakers. the other houses would definitely be jealous that the hufflepuff players get to eat baked goods before every practice 😭
and then as yunho and you get comfortable with each other and he starts developing an interest in your baking process (and you), you use that chance to ask him if you can study together for the exams. will there be any studying? you don't care as long as you're with him and he's happy hehehehe
AND THIS PICTURE. this is him when he catches you staring at him hiding in the hallways and when you try to peek at him again, he's already looking at you like this I WILL SOB 😭😭😭 he's just so sunshine yellow warm golden retriever hufflepuff coded i crie-
i've always wanted to write a hogwarts au and you've just given me the perfect idea for it 😭 i will def make it a thing one day (if you're okay with me using this prompt/trope that you suggested) and if i make it a thing, you're getting all the credits 😤
right now, though... i may have something very dark and twisted planned for yunho. that's my current wip, kind of slow but we're getting there hehe. so stay tuned for that? <3
#marian <3#💌#jeong yunho#as hufflepuff is all i need#ngl i've planned a hogwarts au way too many times in my head but never gotten anywhere#but this trope... kinda hits#maybe i need to write soft fluffy yunho i've written enough mysterious dark yunho#says i who's writing morally grey?black yunho-#i've spilled enough#yumi.asks
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hi I'm back again already lol, bc u really ought to know all the great things about ttsbc that I was too lazy to write out last time lmao.
Also! totally fine that ur not doing skizzpulse, you should write what inspires/motivates you (personally very motivated by them xD I've written ~90k words of skizzpulse myself rip)
Anyways, good things! You! you're the good things! I honestly can't remember when I last sent an ask in for the lil guys, so I'm just gonna say something I loved about each of their recent arcs.
First, Treebark. There's been so many identity reveals but I think this has been my favorite thus far. Ren going all protective boyfriend and fighting over Martyn was SO GOOD, plus soft kisses and they can just hold hands now without Ren being afraid he'll figure it out. Also loved Martyn seducing his entire family while being terrified out of his mind by big dog people with knives, like, I'd be a little out of it too. but the fam doesn't even notice but Ren did and is all supportive and comforts him, offers to take him home. I love how well they can read each other, like they're just in tune. they're soulmates, your honor. and, AND this means we can have double dates where they all know now! so excited :)))))
Zedango. this is what started me reading your stuff (the first fic I ever wrote was actually my own tt zedango ficlet, btw. that feels like an eternity ago now) I love how they've simultaneously progressed and devolved into slightly unhealthy relationship territory. something about not everything being perfect all the time just adds so much depth and realism to their relationship, as well as keeping the plot tense without feeling like you're making up problems just to have something to write about. AND THEN Tango doing the blazeborn courtship rituals was just so aaaaaaaa (THEY"RE SO ADORBSABLEEE) Tango setting aside his disgust with his claws to take care of Zed even tho its uncomfortable for him, and then Zed recognizing that and having all the warm fuzzy fondness for his bf was so sweet. Doc's notes about the rituals were on point, with how he reassures Tango that they're normal, healthy things and saying he's always open to having a conversation about it. (tho, i doubt Tango's ever taken him up on that offer lmao)
The other fic that's been in my head is ur most recent one, Handshakes and Headaches. I highly doubt we'll get a cub reveal in this next chapter, but ig we'll see soon enough. I loved how Cub just knew instantly that Grian was a hybrid and was just going in spirals putting it together that he was cuteguy, then him coming to the wrong conclusion about whether Scar knew, too, was just perfect. Tho, if he did think Scar knew and was cool with it, I wonder what he'd do first? Tell Scar his own secret, guess Grian's secret in front of them? I feel like he would think the safe thing would be to confront Scar about Grian being Cuteguy, and then if/when Scar admits it and says he's cool with it, Cub would feel safe(r) revealing his own identity. Maybe not right away, but sometime. Also, that would mean everyone in Hot Cave knows about hybrids and undercity, so he wouldn't have to glamor while he works (tho, that would also require revealing to Zed... they don't seem super close, but it's kinda obvious that Zed's chill w/ the undercity people, considering he's dating Tango and Cub knows that).
Also! now that Hypno knows G and Scar are safe, I really wanna see him revealing to Scar and Scar being all supportive and stuff :)))) Hypno wasn't someone I knew I needed in this world, but I'd die for him now. (ALSO the casual mention that his scales are dry and flaky rather than smooth and taken care of??? Hello?????? Someone get him some proper self-care ASAP, maybe take him swimming at a private pool or something idk. I feel like the moment Scar knows, he's going to be on it with the cookies and love and support. so excited hehehe)
anyways, I'm probably forgetting something, but whatever. I'll be back with more art soon (maybe I draw Hypno, since I've never done that before and electric eel hybrid sounds cool. Actually, I've decided, I'm gonna do it now. remind me what that looks like pls? or I go reread, whichever happens faster lol)
Ok that's all, have a good day!
I LOVE THE RAMBLESSSSS
Petition to get Hypno a private pool 😆
I'm so glad you love the slightly unhealthy but also very loving Zedango situation we have going on!
I LOVED YOUR TT ZEDANGO FIC! I'M STILL WAITING FOR THE SEQUEL!!!! 😭 /j you don't have to write one if you don't wanna BUT KNOW THAT I LOVED IT!
Ren being a protective boyfriend is all I need sometimes! It's just good fun! Thank you so much for telling all about everything!!!
I would actually LOVE to see how you would design Hypno if you do feel like drawing him! That sounds amazing! Electric Eel hybrid time!!!! 💖
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Rex
*Points enthusiastically* THAT'S MY BOY
My first impression - Wheelchair pup?? Please let him be independent that's all I ask- hey his wheelchair looks sick af I like it
My impression now - MY SON HE DID NOTHING WRONG EVER AAAAAAAA WHAT A SWEETHEART REX DO YOU WANT THE WORLD I'LL GIVE IT TO YOU
Favorite thing about that character - How AT EASE he is around dinosaurs, including the carnivores. He could be easy snack for them and he's there like no big deal. His Wheelchair isn't the only thing made of steel there, sweet Jesus.
Least favorite thing - The fact he rarely leaves the Sanctuary. I get it, it's his bubble, his comfort zone, but he could hang out with the other pups a little more instead of only them going over there every time too.
Favorite line/scene - My favorite scene was on the first Dino Rescue episode when he was just ITCHING to surprise those pups HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW UP UNTIL NOW, to let them see where he lives. It was so cute he was loving it!
Favorite interaction that character has with another - He's so caring with baby/"kid" dinos it's adorable aaaaaaaa
A character that I wish that character would interact with more - Marshall. Marshall talks to other animals, Rex talks to dinosaurs, let them be Disney Princesses together!
Another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character - Ikuto, from Digimon Savers (it's the kid, not the Digimon)
A headcanon about that character - Dr. Tammy adopted Rex as a newborn puppy when she was still a vet for regular pets, as his owners rejected him at birth believing he wouldn't survive or would be too much a hassle to care for. When she decided to move to the Dino land/sanctuary, she took the puppy with her and so he grew up there without contact with the outside world other than whatever Dr. Tammy would bring with her whenever she'd go out.
A song that reminds of that character - I'll never hear THAT ONE Party Rock Anthem parody without associating it to Rex ever again
An unpopular opinion about that character - Idk if I have any?
Favorite picture - I just really love his pose here, Dino Baby through and through
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If you're comfortable sharing, what kind of things have people said to you when you've worn jirai kei in public?
The only reactions I've gotten have been from guys, some teen boys were jokingly flirting with me and my friend (like "Hey you're sexy, wanna go out?" while snickering in a way that made it obvious they were mocking us)
And then I had one guy ask if I wore my shoes to look taller (I'm 156 cm but wear chunky platforms)
I'm sure you look lovely though and I hope you don't let anyone bring you down! They just have nothing better to do than criticise strangers
Sending you lots of love 💞
Bad experience wearing Jirai
Firstly thank you for being so sweet💗
To answer the question I’ve had a lot of bad experiences but one of the worst would be from last year which really made me not wear Jirai out cuz I’m so traumatised.
But basically I was just minding my business going to my uni lecture and there was a group of guys just outside the class staring at me. I have bad anxiety so I already knew they were gonna come up to me and they did. I had earphones in and one of them started talking so I took it out and asked what he said and he was just saying that I look really innocent and like a child. I said wtf cuz he was being really creepy and coming so close to me. During the lecture he sat next to me and kept whispering in my ear and saying he loves innocent girls and he could easily do anything to me.
I got so scared I literally was gunna have a panic attack so I left the class so fast when it ended and he started running after me asking me for my name and if I can add his socials. I literally ran so fast while having a panic attack. I ran all the way to my dorm and I didn’t go to any classes for a week or two and emailed my teachers about what happened.
The thing is this dude has been doing this to me for a few months. But at first he would complement me but then he started just sexualising me and saying creepy stuff and his friends would make fun of me saying I have a good body but ugly face and I look so childish not like other girls in my class. Saying things about my body and appearance in general just made me feel so fucking insecure and I haven’t been the same since that happened tbh.
I just decided to stop wearing Jirai out and I sold all my clothes and things because it affected me a lot. I still dress very cute and soft I try to incorporate as much Jirai into my fashion without fully dressing up like I used to. I’ve been heavily bullied in highschool too for wearing it. Just a lot of things happening that made me decide.
Aaaaaaaa I wrote so much idk if you’re gunna even read this or if anyone cares but yeh. I have so many stories of ppl harassing me and shit but we would be hear for years lol
I still encourage everyone to dress how you want and not let other people get to you. I hope one day I can get back into it. Rn I just don’t have any money to buy anything but food so it’s a bit of a struggle.
#jiraiblogging#jirai girl#jiraiblr#jirai girly#jirai fashion#jirai onna#jirai kei#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually bpd#actually borderline#🙏🏼bless🙏🏼
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now that nobody cares anymore
quick. post esc song&artist opinions
albania (titan): this was originally in albanian and it was.. alright? then they chose to send an english version to malmö. you lost me there
armenia (jako): i liked the colourful background in the live performance. nice roosters. this is just all cute and bubbly and so is the vocalist. that's about it
australia (one milkali (one blood)): poor australia, i really like the song. could have leaned in a little more to the whole aboriginal thing because that's obviously what makes this stand out as absolutely unique. they had one of the most interesting vocalists of the year but the live just didn't do it, not for me and apparently not really for anyone. then again i think it's kinda nice australia has achieved a status where they can comfortably NQ because it's no longer like Hey let's vote australia just because they're on eurovision and it's haha crazy. i think the song is better than some of the earlier ones they've qualified with though. bleh
austria (we will rave): oh you silly austria. the studio version of this was my early favourite together with rim tim tagi dim but the music video scares me and uuuhh the live? yeah uumm about that. kinda surprised it even qualified tbh. well! the song's still a banger. straight from the swedish banger factory but let's not talk about that. there will never be a day when 90s eurodance stops being the shit
azerbaijan (özünlə apar): erm. kudos for the traditional singing. i've heard this exactly once from start to finish (in SF1) so idk. let's put it like this: not THE most boring ballad this year
belgium (before the party is over): i like when he sings BEFORE THE PARTY IS OVER
croatia (rim tim tagi dim): meow cat please meow back. this is the most My Kind Of song this year, the kind i'd love and listen to outside esc too, favourite from first listen. people are being annoying about him not winning but whatever, coming second is very sexy you know. and you know what else is sexy
cyprus (liar): ORIGINALLY……this went in the same basket of "some girlboss with a sexy song idk" as malta and georgia and whatever who else… but then it kind of. got stuck in my head. and i kinda ironically started liking it. and then not so ironically. it kinda slaps? i have no excuse
czechia (pedestal): the song is good with a nostalgic kind of comfy rock sound. unfortunately it wasn't very strong live so into the NQ basket you go. i fucking love aiko's look tho i'm kinda homogay for her
denmark (sand): well…. this song's not BAD… but also just not very interesting. i got nothing. except sand in my
estonia ((nendest) narkootikumidest ei tea me (küll) midagi): that title means "we don't (really) know about (these) drugs". i always have a soft spot for estonians and this year they TOO just brought all party and fun (and finnish-made folk instruments!). the live wasn't very good imo and i think juries agreed but eh IT WAS FUN! EVERYONE HAD FUN. A PERFECT CHAOTIC MATCH TO WINDOWS95MAN
finland (no rules): SEE ME SLAYY. this was such a surprise winner in UMK, i was shook for a moment back then but ever since it's felt sooo right. so right. finland bringing in just the right kind of chaos every year and i'm very proud of it. the song genuinely grew on me over this spring, originally it felt like a jokey addition to all the "proper" UMK songs… ah how the turn tables. it's hilarious too that windows95man isn't even a musician and henri just kind of half-accidentally became his singer because they needed some vocalist for the song who can hit the notes. now they're probably hitched together as besties forever. did you know the performance is a reference to finnish mythology where the world is born from an egg
france (mon amour): just two words. JE T'AAAAAAAAA A AAAAAAAA A AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIME okay actually a third word also. king
georgia (firefighter): um. see malta below
greece (zári): i like marina but got nothing on this song
iceland (scared of heights): i'm sorry hera……… you're like an aunt who's just doing some jammin' in the karaoke on a cruise from turku to stockholm. mildly embarrassing but you just can't hate her
ireland (doomsday blue): CROWN THE WITCH CROWN THE WITCH CROWN THE WITCH YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRGGGHGH
italy (la noia): don't have much to say other than that i like the song, angelina is great, the performance was a bit boring. would have wanted stuff with her hair like the music video. but it was alright
latvia (hollow): daddy dons with one of my favourite voices this year. his blue armour outfit was a bit weird and unintentionally comical but it's okay. i really love this song and that's why they call me The bitch who likes the ballads
lithuania (luktelk): banger, love it, immediately takes me to the club. bass on the studio version bops. silvester is beautiful, loved his chunky outfit with a comically dramatic silhouette. poor guy was traumatised by having to perform after a Certain individual in the final, would give him a massive chunky hug. life's not fair but luktelk luktelk
luxembourg (fighter): imagine coming back to eurovision after decades and this is your performance. i think the song is alright, would have preferred if it were all in french. the live is an absolute nothingburger. i don't even remember what the staging looks like
malta (loop): UM sorry. i don't even remember this GJKNDSGJBSDG
moldova (in the middle): i.. kind of like this song? like the dadadadaddaa part? but not very much. it's surprisingly catchy for being so forgettable. and non-qualifying
netherlands (europapa): woww wasn't the final such a great show and a good time! i'm so glad he came fifth! a televote favourite too! yay! :)
….in other words that "it's now or never" got a bit too real. i wish to hug joost's chunky blue suit and cry a little. hoping he'll perform soon in finland since he seems to be making a song with käärijä and all. btw nice of bambie thug to bring dustin the turkey back to life as a dutch EU bird
norway (ulveham): i'm so shocked this came dead last, i thought it'd find its audience for sure. earlier in spring people hyped this to the point of some complaining it's overrated, god that aged like an avocado. the vocalist is adorable and sings (shouts??) like a mofo, there's a witchy vibe with a metal band, the lyrics read like a fairytale, it's in norwegian (their FIRST song in norwegian in idk how many years, over 10). ROBBED
poland (the tower): a cute little song, i like it! the performance aesthetic was on point but i started jokingly associating the song with my 4kingdoms rei (it started from the tiger's eye line.) and then the joke got not-so-jokey and so umm yes. and like our finnish commentator said: how nice of luna lovegood to try being a musician
portugal (grito): portugal just doing their portugal things like every portugal year. iolanda is cute.
san marino (11:11): this is the only NQ song that was robbed IMO, not only a genuinely nice little rock bop but the staging was one of the most fun ALL this year. you got dancers in pink skeleton onesies on stage and you don't even make her qualify? die
serbia (ramonda): imma fall asleep on that rock
slovenia (veronika): pre-show i somehow thought this would be a bigger deal than it turned out to be. then it just kind of. well. i actually like the song and thought raiven looked fucking sick on stage crawling around with that murderous look, she's welcome to kill me any time in the middle of a dark forest at night (bambie thug will prob be there also. ulveham playing in the distance. luna is taking notes)
spain (zorra): what absolute fucking icons, i stan this 56yo queen getting on stage to sing about whores being awesome. the song is a certified bop and they got men in corsets serving a plateful of ass, i don't even need anything else from eurovision
sweden (unforgettable): i have a masochistic relationship with melodifestivalen where i watch it every year while knowing full well i'll be disappointed. i was, again, disappointed. but after seeing what a disaster this year turned out to be, well first of all, good on sweden for not sending a swedish artist to represent this mess and having a couple of norwegian bois on instead, secondly, by the time the final came around i no longer had any hate in my heart for this because who cares. marcus&martinus are our little denim brothers and i wish them all the best
switzerland (the code): nemo is adorable, amazing, lovely, phenomenal, a legend, 100% deserving the victory, spinning like a beyblade while singing opera what more do you want. like WHO the fuck sings like that while doing some kinda acrobatics on stage in a short skirt. nemo does that's who
UK (dizzy): another embarrassing year for UK, wasn't it. they sent an actual superstar and he just kind of sang like shit and nobody cared. i don't like the song it genuinely annoys me, the performance was weird kind of gay, i dunno. sorry olly it didn't click
ukraine (teresa & maria): being ukrainian also i'm not much of an objective opinioner on this one. definitely preferred the live version over studio, it's breathtaking. jerry heil is sooo beautiful and what a voice. queens
funny how one day you listen to some new little songs without even knowing what country's entry it is and by the middle of may they're all my beloved friends.
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i see the mizu5 is hitting ..... ask game top 5 pjsk cards/events maybe ......🫡sorry to bother.g
SO SORRY FOR A LATE REPLY BRAIN DEMONS FOUND ME and thank you sm for asking!!
going with cards bc im going to be honest i actually don't play pjsk (it doesn't work that well on my devices and i just started to find it a bit overwhelming...) and im very very biased so im afraid that i would just end up choosing only wxs and niigo events 😭😭
feelings that i've realized (trained)
SECRET DISTANCE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS love this card sm it's so pink so pastel so linacore i love mizuki cards a lot in general and i often use them as desktop wallpapers :) really love mizuki's expression here it's such a cool contrast with all the pastel pink color palette like yes the card looks so cute but mizuki looks so sad... the details are insane though ofc newer pjsk cards became even more detailed but still very impressive!! i love all the secret distance cards but mizuki's one.. chef's kiss
2. an evolving tone (trained)
as you can see. i fucking love pink. another card that i've had as a desktop wallpaper for a while!! very pink, i love the cherry blossoms and i love miku's expression and pose and idk this card is just very comforting to me as someone who was into vocaloid since i was like 10-11 y/o and im 22 now so vocaloid characters and songs are very important to me and it's like. idk. ig it reminds me of my own relationship with miku in a way :)
3. abyss of memories (trained)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. AAAAAAAA. A. i love saki so so much she's such an important character to me and we have so much in common so her cards and events related to her often make me go :(((( i love all the details, i love the expression she has here and the color palette is so interesting to me like it's pastel in a way but it's also so muted but still kinda dark im not sure how to explain but to me it feels like it's trying to be softer and more "cute" but it can't. the whole "saki wishes she could've done so much but. the illness" symbolism is also so heartbreaking. amazing 10/10 would cry again
4. the best specialty shop in town (trained)
THIS WHOLE SET IS AMAZING I LOVE ALL THE CARDS SO MUCH but i just have to go with kanade's she looks so silly like look at her face. i need to poke her cheeks NOW. love love love how the colors look here and how they go with her design it's very satisfying and looks so so pleasing to me.
5. distant warmth (trained)
I STILL ENDED UP GOING WITH MOSTLY NIIGO CARDS PUNCHES THE WALL. idk why but i really love the colors here they look so nice and i really love the vibe though again i love all cards from this event a lot mafuyu's one is just my fav one :) really love the atmosphere and i love how mafuyu looks here she's so cute and her wearing glasses here makes me happy as someone who has to wear glasses all the time and as someone who has a mafuyu fictive ahem also love all the details like the aquarium and everything!
honorary mentions!!
#i love love love emu cards sm but i only could choose so many and almost all emu cards are bangers..#so i went with this one :) it looks so so cute i love it#OH just noticed that if you take a look at the list it looks like it's going from#the most pastel card to the most dark card. really cool#[ 💓 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐚��𝐤 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 ]
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So I thought what if I tried assigning dæmons to some Wednesday characters
(Dæmons are from His Dark Materials and are basically manifestations of a person's soul in animal form that are basically lifelong companions. They're usually the opposite gender of their humans (idk why but same sex dæmon/human pairs do exist, they're just rare), and you can't go too far from them (unless you're a witch) without either dying or severing from your dæmon (this CAN happen under very specific circumstances, like with the right technology for example), but it's DEFINITELY TRAUMATIC. And I need to highlight that THAT IT IS NOT OKAY TO TOUCH ANOTHER PERSON'S DÆMON WITHOUT CONSENT. Touching another person's dæmon is literally taboo. It's revolting, evil, and it's assault of the highest degree basically. The most common times this happens is during moments of heightened emotions, either in like battle, or behind bedroom doors (like the exception to this rule is between you and your lover. THAT'S beautiful, cause that's like, the deepest intimacy you could ever achieve, touching your lover's SOUL)
The bond between you and your dæmon is absolutely sacred, and you can talk with them, they support you and guide you how they can, you keep each other company, you grow together, and as a child you play together too.
And as a kid, until a certain age (it's different for everyone but it's typically between 10 to 18, but much more common in between that), your dæmon can change animals (symbolism of how your personality is still developing and stuff from what I understand), and when you reach a certain age and "officially grow up", in a sense, your dæmon settles into one animal forever (that is, yes, a reflection of who you are))
This is gonna be fun :DDD
Wednesday's dæmon is a magpie, named Alistair
I can easily imagine that Alistair would be the only one who can actually reason with her LOL
Also I'm imagining this really tense scene where Tyler and Alistair are staring at each other, and Alistair steps closer to his hand that's resting on the table, as if he's trying to touch him, and Wednesday notices, freaks out, and immediately scolds him about it. Like this moment would practically prove to him that Wednesday has feelings for him..!!!!
She also probably settled pretty early, like, at ten years old. Idk it makes sense to me that she'd already know who she is and settle earlier than most kids.
Tyler's dæmon is a golden retriever named Nyla
I know I'm a horrible person for this but if they had dæmons, Laurel Gates would almost for sure touch his... like, maybe especially when he's shackled in the cave, where he can't reach them. I'm revolted thinking about it...
Oh my gosh what if that's how Gates unlocks him? By touching Nyla... and THEN pulling them apart while he's shackled? Because Hydes can be unlocked through traumatic events, right? OH MY GOSHJWJDJWJDHWD. Like, maybe the Hyde still isn't coming out, so Gates, in a moment of madness and frustration, starts dragging Nyla away from him, and he's literally screaming from the sheer pain of it, pulling against the shackles to try to get to her, then he FINALLY transforms into the Hyde, saving both their lives but also severing them. Which would mean they can separate now, but at WHAT COST?
But this would explain why Wednesday wouldn't be able to identify he's the monster, because if there was a golden retriever running alongside the Hyde, Wednesday would've easily been able to identify that the Hyde was Tyler LOL. Maybe that's how it'd work in this universe generally tho, Hydes' dæmons get severed from them the moment the Hyde is unlocked.
But imagine Tyler and Nyla having to pretend nothing's wrong and taking extra care neither of them stray too far from each other, or else someone might suspect something. AAAAAAAA-
But uh other than that depressing stuff, I think Tyler and Nyla would find a lot of comfort and solace in each other. Like, they're literally all they have. Like, nights just cuddling with each other for comfort. Even when they're trapped in the cave and Laurel leaves them there, Nyla breaks out of the cage Laurel put her in and goes up to Tyler to try to give him some warmth.
Yes don't worry, even when you're severed, if you survive, you still have a connection with your dæmon, it's just never the same.
Enid's dæmon is an Arctic Hare named Amiel
I'm thinking since Enid wolfed out late, Amiel settled late, too. Maybe werewolves only settle when they wolf out 🤔 and maybe their dæmons merge with them when they wolf out, just because I think it'd be wildly inconvenient to have ur dæmons running after you in werewolf form LOL
AWWW I can imagine that, after wolfing out, Amiel immediately runs to her and presses his forehead against hers. And when Enid and Amiel are going back to the school, she's like, carrying him. And when Ajax runs to her and comforts her, he leaps from her arms and towards HIS dæmon and presses THEIR foreheads together AWWWW WHRUWHHRE
Ajax's dæmon is a curly tailed lizard named Ariadne
I just feel like they'd both be very chill LOL. I can imagine her chilling on Ajax's head while waiting for him to de-stone.
Also imagine Ariadne and Amiel cuddling when Ajax and Enid are having a moment together. Like THAT'S CUTE. Imagine... imagine... them being alone together in Enid's and Wednesday's room and them touching each others' dæmons for the first time aaaa wjdjwjdjje
Bianca's dæmon is a capuchin monkey named Aimone
They look like they're judging someone very intensely LMAOO
Idk I feel like Aimone will be this cool, intimidating dæmon sitting on Bianca's shoulder and looking down on everyone else.
And last but not least, Xavier's dæmon is a cobra, named Ophelia
In the description I found of cobra dæmons, the description that stood out to me the most was "just a touch dramatic", which Xavier definitely is HAHAHAHA. But I love the image of Ophelia chilling in his sleeve, watching him draw.
Also Xavier's parents' dæmons would totally name his dæmon after Ophelia Hall LOL
Final thoughts
Idk if Enid would be the only one out of the six of them that hadn't settled yet, but I honestly don't know who wouldn't be, cause they all seem to already have a decent idea of who they are. I'd assume Eugene isn't settled yet either, tho, and maybe not Pugsley yet either.
Dæmons also constantly mirror what their humans are doing and reveals more about the interaction of the humans. Like, if there are people having a romantic interaction, the dæmons might start nuzzling each other. If they're arguing, the dæmons might be growling or cawing or hissing and just getting angry at each other. Like, that scene where Lucas, Carter and Jonah harass Wednesday. All their dæmons would be staring each other DOWN. And when Wednesday and Tyler first kiss, their dæmons were probably gently going to each other and started nuzzling each other lovingly. AAAAAAUGHHH
Also Laurel Gates would definitely be the kind of person to make her dæmon attack other people's dæmons (this usually causes pain to the dæmon's human, but not the same as if she actually hurt Nyla herself). Like she probably did that to Tyler when she was first dragging him to that cave to unlock him. She probably also punishes him by hurting Nyla (or... NO, making Tyler hurt her... NOOOO). She probably also does this to Wednesday in Crackstone's crypt or something. But Wednesday would definitely do this back to her (and maybe to other people too?? Like, people who mess with the people she cares about?? idk tho)
(what if... and I'm completely making this up now this is NOT canon to the dæmon lore of his dark materials AT ALL... but what if just before Tyler is severed from Nyla, because of the Hyde changing his personality, he unsettles?? Or does the Hyde have his own dæmon that makes Nyla shift into its own animal when he takes over in Tyler's body??? idk I'm just rambling at this point I don't even know what I'm saying)
Should I... should I write a fanfic of this universe. I actually might. The potential this has!!!
Anyway lastly here is a nice compilation of dæmon moments from the His Dark Materials show!!!
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(Will reblog and add thoughts if I have any more :DD)
#wednesday#netflix's wednesday#wednesday netflix#his dark materials#hdm#dæmon au#wednesday addams#tyler galpin#enid sinclair#ajax petropolus#bianca barclay#xavier thorpe#wyler#weyler#enjax#petroclair#petriclair#Youtube#asterrisks
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AH MY HEART!!
You're tearing me apart Naff!!!
I caught up on song fish,,
(I'm sorry this is a mess, I'm commenting on both chapters in one go)
I love this sailboat!! I can imagine it looking so pretty! But I need to ask, what kind of sailboat is it??? Did you reference an actual real life one or did you make it up? Sorry I'm extremely curious X3
It's going better and oh my god I'm so proud of y/n! Throughout both of these chapters they're getting so much more comfortable and confident, I just wanna squeeze them and tell them how good they're doing!!!
Gregory is such a hero, so patient and understanding, and now with the secret out, their connection is so much stronger, I love it!!
The boys are doing a good job too, it's hard for them to not seem a little fast paced with the progress since they are the creatures y/n have been so afraid of their entire life. But they're so gentle and patient, they're doing their best, aah they're so lovable!! If they weren't so huge I'd wrap my arms around both of them and spin them around!
The island Sun takes y/n to! I wanna be there with him so bad!! And the gentle way he encourages y/n to get underwater and then y/n being comfortable enough to do it again!? AAAAAH MY HEART!!!!
Gregory and Freddy!! Gosh Freddy is perfect! Also oh lord I'm trying to imagine what he'd look like (more like how I'd draw him, he'd be such a creature pfkfjd)
"Different how?" You whisper.
They are bonded as father and cub.
...
And your bond with Sun and Moon is different. You can't linger on the thought without blushing.
AAAAAAAA!!! *kicking my legs like a little school girl and hiding my face in my hands*
Idk why but I felt something bad was gonna happen as I Moon went hunting in the dream. I was SO EXCITED for a hunt, but part of me was afraid. Oh god I hate that I was right.
Circus baby!!?!? So incredibly unexpected but my gosh I love what you did with her design!! She's the kraken and I LOVE IT!! (I might be enjoying her design a little too much actually, don't mind me as I pick up my pen)
Moon and Sun can be terrifying when they want to be, hell yeaaaa!!! There's the monster fight I've been waiting for!! But oh no MOON NOOOO!!!! D':
AaaaaAAAAA!!! Baby!! They're so happy to be called baby again! The way they vibrate and chirp in delight AAAA my heart!!
Again I'm so happy that y/n and Gregory have each other through this, they're both suffering now but at least they have each other..
...
Well shit. There's Circus again.
That ending to chapter 5 has me rattling you so hard Naff. You really like causing suffering huh? I really hope all that didn't undo too much of y/n's progress,, it just got worse and worse.
Such a good cliffhanger tho! I applaud you for not holding back!! Your writing can turn so dark and sinister in seconds, it's wonderful!
Brilliant work as always! I cannot wait for the next chapter!! The monster fight will be LEGENDARY!!!!
Hope you're doing well btw, I'm sending you good vibes and hugs regardless. Remember to take care of yourself and get plenty of rest ♥️♥️♥️
AHHH, MEEP!!!
It's a sloop sailboat! Very simple but it gets the job done hehe
I'm rattling you so hard right now! I'm so happy you like it and I'm very excited for you to read the last chapter (no rush of course hehe) and augh, I'm really glad you like Circus, she's so evil and fun to write, and ohhhh, your art of her is still so stunning! I love it *mwah*
Thanks, and I hope you're doing well, too! Hugs and kisses, and make sure to take it easy on yourself! Ahh, thank you so much for reading, babe! ♥
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i got two really nice emails from faculty on the hiring committee this morning (the hiring manager just told them that i’d accepted) which made me so happy. aaaaaaaa i think i’m starting to finally transition out of the residual stress/anxiety stage behind and fully into the giddy happy butterflies stage. i feel like i could burst into tears of joy!! and i am gently hushing both my ‘there MUST be some catch’ and my ‘if a good thing happens, a BAD THING must be about to happen to balance it!’ inner voices, because sometimes a thing can just be good. i worked really hard and i got a really good outcome and i feel really grateful/happy/fortunate.
i’ve been thinking about that anxious ruminating a lot over the past few days, just trying to notice it as it’s happening. i feel like i’ve always had an tendency towards rumination but i do think it’s gotten markedly worse over the past nine months. as you might have gathered lol i’ve been pretty lowkey (and sometimes highkey) miserable and despairing about work, and i know i tend to get more depressed/anxious when i don’t have a clear sense of purpose or meaning in my life. i also think the social isolation of being fully remote in a job where i don’t have any work friends and in a new city where i don’t have an extended social circle has kinda fucked with my baseline mood. i’ve written a lot over the past nine months about not feeling like myself, and i think that’s just like, partly feeling like i’d lost my professional identity, but also partly just noticing that i feel a lot more fretful and discontent and prone to extended funks than i usually do. but i DO think it’s situational and i DO believe that i can/will bounce back to a self that feels more familiar once i change the big and small things in my environment that are fueling my unhappiness.
here are some things that are going to be REALLY good for me.
it’s going to be REALLY good for me to pursue values-aligned work that energizes and excites me. blah blah your work shouldn’t be your hobby or whatever but work kind of IS one of my hobbies and when i’m in a job i really love i spend every day thinking I CAN’T BELIEVE THEY PAY ME TO DO STUFF I WOULD JUST DO FOR FUN
it’s going to be REALLY good for me to get up, get ready right away, and go into campus most or all days a week. give me ROUTINE. give me a WORKPLACE that is separate from my home place. give me CAMPUS TIME!!!!!
it’s going to be REALLY good for me to talk to multiple people every single day. i need lots of alone time but i also NEED meaningful facetime with people and this job has just been brutal on that front
it’s going to be REALLY good (on a related note) for me to work with students again. i love working with students. it is so meaningful and good and energizing for me to work with students. i have missed it so so much.
it’s going to be REALLY good for me to be in a role that pushes me out of my comfort zone and forces me to stretch a bit. i haven’t even been coasting in this job... i’ve been totally stagnant. no growth, no challenge, no opportunities to stretch or learn. i’m gonna LEARN NEW THINGS again!!!!!!! i’m gonna feel so so so so so so so so so so much better!
it’s going to be REALLY good for me to have to budget! haha this seems silly and counterintuitive but honestly i think that making too much money is kind of bad for me! it makes it easier for me to live wastefully and be more thoughtless in my my choices/spending habits. i also feel like it was just so important to me to not get so used to being at this income level that i could never take a step back if i wanted to/needed to. i want to have enough money to live comfortably and to be able to afford thoughtfully chosen indulgences. but i don’t want to make obscene amounts of money for doing the most pointless work ever to the point where money is no object for me. idk dude! i want to value the money i make because i value the work did to earn it. and i want to value and appreciate the opportunity to make thoughtful choices about how/where to spend it.
it’s going to be REALLY good for me to be out of this job. god! i hope that three months from now my relationship with my lead seems like a weird disturbing fever dream i had lol. i cannot fucking WAIT to be out from under this woman’s thumb. and i can’t wait to apply everything i learned to NOT being like her in any of my managing roles in the future. phew!!!
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3, 7, 12 -- violetsareblue-selfships
thaaank u sm!! ill answer for yato 😙🩷🩷
3. Gush about your f/o’s smile!
he has a rly rly soft n small smile that makes me feel so…… auhguHUAH it makes me feel so warm because he looks so gentle… there’s no official art of him smiling really wide or anything and it’s always him with a soft, rly subtle and maybe a lil sneaky smile bcs that’s part of his character but i think it’s just. so pretty 🥹 he’s just so pretty!! the way his eyes are designed makes it look like he always has a sneaky little fox-like smile on his face n it’s so cute to me
7. Gush about how kissable your f/o is!!
omg wait i’m so embarrassed already i hguHGKRHGKGJ UM….. UM…….. getting a fever just thinking about gushing over his kisses but when i first started shipping with him every time i was reminded of that little mole near his lip i would Commit Atrocities. 🩷 i want to kiss it sososo badly btw. or nibble on it like it’s a lil chocolate chip that he forgot to eat. i want to kiss all over his face!!! AAAAAAAAAA
12. Gush about the way your F/O looks at you (with heart eyes, of course)!
because i’m so cute (crowd: boooo tomato tomato) he can’t help but look at me at every opportunity yk!! but i….. it’s…. auhguahug. u will never see him look more comfortable and fond and soft than when he’s looking at me!! like for a brief moment, if we’re in public, u can see that mask of his slip off, just a TINY bit, just so he can look at me to try and convey how much he loves me. n i love thatufhrhdu explodes. n when i’m talking to him or rambling off on my own like i always do, u can tell from his body language that he is very intently listening to me n cares about what i have to say and….. aaaaaaaa yea!!!!!!!
oj god im so embarrassed idk why i wabted to do these asks im gonna go. lay down. but ty for asking april!!! <333
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I dislike that I have to work and my body needs rest, I could spend that time on more important things which is reading about homosexuals.
A bit late after the premiere but I just finished the chapter.
1. What are they so cute for AAAAAAA
2. Is there a kink for that
3.
"Why were you ever afraid she, of all people, would have an adverse reaction to you not being human"
I wonder about the logic in that too
4. BIRD LUNATIC CONFIRMED AAAAAAAA 🐥
(bird Lunatic interacting with Dani would be like that one scene when Aurora meets Diaval and calls him pretty bird, all smiley)
5. "I am… conflicted"
*gasps*
6. Googling that pink flower meaning for Lunny
7. Poor little bird they just want mama to love them but she doesn't give a damn :(
They're so sad and miserable, I want to hug them pls. They need hugs and therapy <\3
8. "Bela stands with her aunt by the fireplace"
❗❗❗❗
Naur this little scene was so sweet please. Why are you making everyone be so soft with everyone. I am at my limits. The power of a forehead kiss. PLEASE
🥹🥹🥹
And I think these two can get along really well. like Bela is a quiet kid and she's not as chaotic as her sisters so they can spend some peaceful time together. And Bela has a lot on her plate and there are things she can't talk about with Alcina and those she wouldn't like to share with Dani or Cass. And it's not like she has friends there.
So having someone like Donna would definitely be a great help to soothe her nerves and anxiety and she could find support in her :(
Crying over them.
9. <Cassandra scoffs and moves toward her aunt. “What, none for me?”>
CASSANDRA GETTING A KISS WHEN
I bet if Daniela was there she wouldn't let Donna live peacefully until she got kisses too.
10. SCREAMING
I love how Cass can be so bold at the begging and tease the shit out of them but then she's like idk what's next🧍
😭😭😭
(Rel tbh)
11. Please I love her so much, she's literally so perfect oh my goddess
12.
DANIELA
I swear my whole soul lights up just by a mere mention of her.
BUT IT TURNED UNHOLY SO FAST
Reading it now was such a bad idea. Bad idea. How am I supposed to peacefully go to sleep now??????
AFTER THAT???
THE BITE
OH MY LADY
And what do they mean they think they love her. I sure as hell do love her pls she's so precious.
13. Dani getting so much and Bela poor thing still getting nothing of Reader 😭 I think she should get them alone with her when Cass and Dani are out of the castle because IT'S ALWAYS CASSANDRA INTERRUPTING I SWEAR
14. Another lovely chapter. Well for most of the part because there are sus things. I wonder what that other version of Reader was talking about and I fear it... Don't have a brain for it now to look for symbolism and hints, might go back later but shit is about to go down, doesn't it 😭 But we'll see. Excited to find out how Reader's stay at Donna's place will go. And to read more about her. I'm also curious about Angie pls I think she might be a little annoying demon.
And literally even with all the pain and angst this story contains it's so comforting in a way, please. Gotta repeat myself over and over with this but I love it so much how the characters are so sweet to one another and this chapter was full of it as well ❤
who needs work or rest when you have homosexuals 😒😒 (please take care of yourself 😭)
1. HEHEHE I LOVED WRITING THIS SCENE, Alcina is so soft for them </3
2. the kink is just Alcina. that’s it
3. listen it’s a reasonable fear-
4. CROW!LUNATIC IS CANON ‼️
(i need to go rewatch that scene just to remember it vividly)
5. ITS HAPPENINGGGGGG
6. i have the meaning up somewhere on my computer if you can’t find it 😭
7. THIS SCENE HURT ME SO MUCH TO WRITE BUT GODDDDD I LOVE THEM, it literally makes me cry thinking about the tragedy of their character :(
8. the way you got it perfectly- like Bela doesn’t really think she can trust anyone to tell them about her problems (save for maybe Reader), but Donna can be like that for her :( it’s nice to see the poor girl finally de-stressing a little and getting to talk about things that bother her. i like to think they may send letters back and forth and Donna helps her anxieties and let’s her vent
9. Daniela 100% gets little head bonks from Donna as well as kisses (she initiated and Donna can’t help but smile as her niece just lightly smacks against her head)
10. CASS IS SO FUNNY SKFHSKFJSJD I LOVE HER, she’s got the teasing down but had NO idea what she’s supposed to do when the other person is actually into it
11. GRRRRRR SHE TINGLES MY BRAIN PLS
12. DANIELA IS SO DIDBSKDBSKF RRRRRRR I LOVE HER SM, LITERALLY MY FAV FRUIT FLY. she’s so sweet and precious and i just RRRRRRRRRRR
13. i have some plans for Bela getting her time >:3
14. AAAAAAAA IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT, honestly i get kinda nervous when y’all who give me analyses write me one 😭 like i’m genuinely so afraid THIS chapter will be the one that makes you like “ehhh dropped” EVEN THO IT NEVER IS-
please reading those last two parts literally made my night, i’m so happy. i’m gonna start steadily working on the next chapter since school ends this thursday (yay!) and i should be able to actually post regularly :3
BUT YOU BETTER BE TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF OR ELSE 😠😠
#asks#god i love reading these#they’re going to remain in my memory for all eternity#i’ll never live them down
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Ace Amanda Rose Rook-Sinclaire you are gonna be the most loved baby e v e r
#nadine rambles#The Cage of a Songbird#Lawful n' Lost#Ace Rook#i'm just sobbing over our baby don't mind me#i don't know if i said it yet but i don't physically have ace in this au#a close friend of the family (ROSE MY GIRL) is a surrogate for me and James#this is actually really important and special to me because pregnancy is actually terrifying for me to think about#the thought of being pregnant makes me sick#and James is one of my only f/o's that i could realistically have a relationship with and i know he would be absolutely okay with it#so it's just really comforting for me idk aaaaaaaa#ACE'S BIRTH IS ACTUALLY REAL ANGSTY BUT I WON'T SPOIL IT AJSJFNF#we're gonna love the heck out of this baby#also i love his middle names#because one is rose obviously from our friend#and then the other is Amanda!! which was James' army mother aksjfjf she's actually so important because she's how James gets his last name#she basically adopted him it's really sweet and soft and aaaa my heart#i love my family ;;v;;
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1 (if you're comfortable with answering it!), 3, 4, 5, 7, 9, 11, 12, 13, 16, 18, 20
1. Hmm I don't actually know. I tell myself that I dont care and part of me doesn't care, but in the same time I seek approval from others. The answer is that onions have layers and I feel like a vegetable
3. I think I've gotten much better at talking with people generally. I remeber having problems with this in the past, especially at the beginning of middle school
4. I.. dont actually know. Actively no, but my soul might have some unfinished businesses I don't know about
5. Not really because there's nothing that I couldve realistically done different that would've had a positive long-term effect on my current life
7. Aaaaaaaa idk. I'll come back to this later
9. Part of me desires it and part of it despises it. Its annoying
11. As in the reddit vote system? Internet fake points. As the religious(?) belief? Ehh not really. Capitalism doesn't give me hope that karma exists
12. I'm not sure what sweet nothing is supposed to mean and honestly most things still keep me understimulated
13. I'm so many things I have no idea anymore who is the real me or if such a concept is even relevant anymore
16. Not entirely sure what "play pretend" fully means, but in the meaning that im playing a role that isn't truly me, that's everytime I leave my bedroom/house
18. Some work, some dont. There's too many variables to easily discuss them here. There's no universal answer
20. Idk there's nothing exceptional about me. As far as my life is up until right now, it wouldn't be much more than a biography. Nothing fancy. Well, nobody would write a biography about a random highschool kid, but still
Sorry a bunch of these are so vague I just don't know what to say for a lot of them
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headcanons for being the youngest maximoff (part two)
pairings: maximoff twins x sibling!gn!reader && avengers x gn!reader
warnings: spoilers for infinity war + endgame, death, non-descriptive violence, idk
author’s note: IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO COME OUT AAAAAAAA it was supposed to be up a while ago but things got in the way and im so sorry :(
tags: @madamevirgo @euphoniumpets
headcanons under the cut !
so
after steve broke everyone out of the raft you were all on the run for a while
vision and natasha joined you all at some point, and scott and clint returned home to their families
after a while wanda and vision decided to stay in scotland, leaving you with sam, nat, and steve
you were not a huge fan of the idea of leaving her behind
you had already lost your parents and pietro and even though she wasn’t dead you still wouldn’t be able to see her
but you knew why she did what she did
fast forward a little bit
you find out that tony went missing
and then that wanda and vision are being attacked
so u all fly to scotland to help them
*insert u being a badass and beating the shit out of an alien*
finally reuniting w your sister
there were tears
when you arrived back at the compound it was like a breath of fresh air after so long
it’s a shame you weren’t there under better circumstances
immediately getting upset when you saw the hologram of ross
that motherfucker
anyways
going to wakanda was an.... interesting experience
you wanted to enjoy it 
but considering why you were there,,,,,,
it was kinda hard to enjoy it lol
wanda ofc stayed up in the lab with vision and shuri
she wanted you to stay up there as well so she could keep an eye on you
she was very hesitant to let you go into the front lines of the battle
even though you were an adult now you were still her little sibling and she was worried for you
you assured her that you would be fine though
fine might be pushing it but
let’s be realistic here
you kicked some alien ass down there
taking out enemy after enemy with no hesitation
pretty impressive tbh. ur fucking awesome
ily
anyways
eventually wanda came down to join the battle
the two of you fought alongside each other
badass sibling duo ugh yes
but then
you had to go against thanos himself
ugly ass mf
you tried to use your magic to remove his gauntlet
you were unsuccessful
he kinda tossed you to the side like a rag doll
which hurt like a bitch
when he snapped you had no idea what tf to do
i mean you had just lost, what were you supposed to do?
you were in the middle of crawling over to wanda, wanting to try to comfort her over the loss of vision
but then she just kinda, disintegrated?
you were in shock for a minute
but then it hit you
“no, no, no, no, no...”
you started sobbing
now you had officially lost your whole family
after a little bit you made your way over to what was left of the team
you all kinda stood in silence for a little while, just processing everything that had happened
eventually you all returned to the quinjet and flew back home
for the first two-ish weeks after the snap you just locked yourself in your room and refused to leave
though eventually you did leave your room again, though very reluctantly
after three weeks had passed by carol, who you were quite fascinated by, returned to the compound carrying a spaceship with her
turns out tony was on said ship
you were glad to see him after so long
and now we jump to going to space to beat thanos’ ass (a g a i n)
you had never been to space before so it was quite a new experience
shame it was under such poor circumstances
when you arrived at thanos’ residence you were out for blood
he took your last remaining family and you were not in the mood to let him get away with it
and then you found out the stones were gone
and everything he had done couldn’t or so you thought be reversed
you were already ready to kill thanos before, but especially now that that was revealed
sadly though, thor took the responsibility of killing the titan himself
*5 years later*
you were 23 now
a whole ass adult
you still lived at the compound with natasha, not exactly having anywhere else to go
not like you would’ve left anyways but
nat had become your sort of support system over the last few years
after all, at this point you really only had each other
all of the rest of the remaining team went their separate ways, none of which deciding to stay with the two of you
one day though steve comes by
you were glad to see him, you had missed him a lot since he left
the three of you had a not-so-positive conversation and then out of nowhere scott appears at the front gate
he tells you his insane idea of using the quantum realm to time travel back to before thanos
you were very wary
you didn’t exactly have a lot of knowledge on the quantum realm but you could still tell that it seemed risky
the four of you went to tony’s house to try to convince him
he almost immediately said no
yikes
you all tried to convince him but to no avail
so you went to bruce hulk instead
bruce?? hulk?? who tf is he tbh
but anywho
when you saw him you were kinda like ????????
but chose to ignore it
you got him to agree to the time travel thing
and it was ?somewhat? successful
somewhat is pushing it tbh
scott became a baby which wasn’t great
but then tony showed up and fixed it like the genius he is
you helped recruit all the remaining avengers to help w the whole time travel thing
you were going to go back in time and get the stones before thanos could
you went with clint and natasha to vormir
you thought it made the most sense for you to sacrifice yourself
after all you weren’t even positive this whole thing with the stones would work, and you couldn’t risk continuing to live a life without wanda and the rest of the team
they stopped you before you could jump though
when natasha dropped you swore your heart stopped beating
she had been all you had for the past 5 years and then she was just gone
you ended up getting the soul stone but at what cost
you and clint returned to the compound and there was a small ‘memorial’ (for lack of a better word) for natasha
after that tony put all of the stones together into a makeshift gauntlet
after a little bit of deliberation it was decided that bruce would be the one to snap his fingers
bruce, hulk, whatever tf
brulk
LMFAO
sorry back to the headcanons LOL
he snapped
immediately everything felt different
you went out to look out a window, seeing a few butterflies fluttering around that you knew weren’t there before
a smile immediately took over ur face
“hey guys, i think it worked!” - you
you were about to turn around and walk back to everyone else
but then
you saw a large ship in the distance
and something began flying toward the compound
and then everything went dark
when you woke up again you were buried under a bunch of rubble
which bruce picked up off of you
you ran out to where thor, tony, and steve were
you saw thanos and froze
they were engaged in a battle and you tried to keep your distance in order to collect yourself for a moment
which proved to be futile because you were dragged into the fight not long after
you kinda got your ass handed to you
it wasn’t pretty
you were lying on the ground when all of a sudden you saw orange light surrounding you
you looked up to see portals opening, all your allies who you had thought to be dead stepping out
you saw wanda and you stopped breathing for a moment
you got up as quick as you could
which proved to be difficult due to ur injuries and overall extreme fatigue
you launched yourself at her, bringing her into the tightest hug you could muster
the two of you held onto each other for a moment before you had to return to fighting
maximoff sibling teamup part 2???? yeah most definitely
fast forward to after thanos and his bitch ass army lost (im sorry i just really dont have the energy to write all that rn)
and to after tony’s funeral
you and wanda had a l o t of catching up to do
like
5 years worth LOL
u had to comfort her over vision’s death a lot
considering that to her, that was still only a couple days ago
and a lot of the time when you two talked the mood was kinda depressing, all things considered
but you still tried to keep it lighthearted
for example
your absolute favorite thing in the world was the fact that you were now older than her due to the snap, 3 years older to be exact
you held it over her all the time, constantly making fun of her for it
all in good fun of course
something wanda really loved was when you would tell her stories from when she was in the soul world (only happy ones ofc)
though it made her sad that you had to go so long without her, and she missed out on so much
she wanted to know what she had missed
all in all
you two were incredibly close, the snap and its aftermath only further confirming that
sibling goals tbh
a/n #2: aaaaaa im sorry to end it on that note (i didnt know how to end it im sorry asf) but yeah </3 and once again, so sorry this took me so long to post, ive been super busy with school && life in general so i just havent gotten around to it :( butttttttttttt if u guys want i could try to continue this series of headcanons for wandavision?? i’d wait until friday ofc for the final episode and id spoiler tag it and everything but i could try my best? might be kinda difficult but i think it could be fun so if anyone wants that then lmk!! :)
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i love this. youre right that its hot how much weird and offputting knowledge scully has. i love all the forensic tidbits and sciencey detective shit in this show it makes me feel so immersed
mulder is so trusting. his ability to have faith in people is what stops him from relying on impersonal institutions to sanitise the human experience cause hes not afraid of the complexity of human beings. kind of works with how this episode was set in a little cabin out in the woods away from civilisation. like, when you're out in the wilderness, the only option you have is to rely on each other, you have to put your trust in people when youre reduced to just human beings away from everything else
however also how could you not trust spinny cause hes literally so hot
they sat SO CLOSE on that bed aaaaaaaa
scully really did panic a lot from the bugs. i wondered if it was because she was so powerless. she wont lose her cool in, like, a shoot-out where she is armed, i feel shes the type where even if the odds are bad for her she could keep going as long as there is something she can DO. the bugs were an intangible threat that were consuming her. this is why she needs mulder i think, he is so much more comfortable with not knowing what to do, with hanging in suspension and being patient for a moment
the part at the end about it being a nice trip to the forest. i wondered if that line had some relation to the main question of the episode, whether we can trust people and have faith in humanity and such. cause mulder seems to think so decisively yes, that he needs to treat people as people. but the quest to find the truth always seems to end up reducing people (him and scully specifically) to means to an end. like. when is "the truth" less true than the simplicity of whats right in front of us (human life etc?) maybe? idk
i was on the edge of my seat too, the whole draining generator made a nice throughline that lets you really feel the sense of progression and development in the episode
season 1 episode 20 thoughts
oh i did NOT think the BUG episode would be the scariest one so far, but here we are!!!!
so there are some weird disappearances in the pacific northwest again. famously a spooky place (see twilight for further details)
we see the bugs start swarming and i did NOT like that <3
cut to mulder and scully in his office, he's showing her a bunch of lumberjacks that he describes as "rugged manly men in the full blood of their manhood" which is. already a lot to unpack. but he asks scully to notice anything off about them.
she is, rightfully confused, and says "what am i looking for?" "anything strange, unusual, unlikely, a boyfriend"
now mulder. you sound like you are into lumberjacks. this is a safe space to share your thoughts on the subject of rugged manly men.
(scully laughs at this. she was probably also thinking, man, he seems really into that. we can unpack that later. but she wouldn't press him on that subject because she is respectful)
but he's so excited to go! he pulled strings to get the case and he says "c'mon scully, it'll be a nice trip to the forest" which is somewhat charming but again this is the forest where people disappear so i would personally be LESS excited to visit than he was
(oh. and the fact that he told her it would be a nice trip gets a LOT sadder later)
so they trek up the mountain in their raincoats! and get stuck in the back of a truck together! all things that we want to happen to them!
there seems to be this war going on between ecoterrorists and loggers that they've stumbled into. and the logger guy says that these ecoterrorists are "treehuggers" who are the same as those who "went up to Canada in the Vietnam War... they're cowardly and so are their tactics"
and it's so rare you learn exactly what to think of a person with one sentence they say but boy. is this a prime example.
they find a suspicious cocoon in the trees and decide scully should be lifted up and investigate which i thought was RUDE. why her? hasn't she done enough? i mean i think the real answer was she was small enough to fit in the lifty contraption but still. she sees a desiccated hand sticking out and 2+2 is starting to look a lot like 4
they drag the cocoon to the ground and cut it open and she says it feels like the body has had all its fluids drained from it, which is exactly the kind of knowledge i think is attractive in a woman to possess
at this point, i made a note that as far as evils go, i certainly could believe man eating bugs. bigfoot, as they note in the episode, seems far-fetched for this case, but if i woke up tomorrow and checked the news and saw that a new bug was eating people in washington i'd be like damn, hope my mutuals there are okay. but would i have trouble believing it? ABSOLUTELY not.
the environmentalist they rescued seems to think that the bugs are coming from the old growth trees, which i found to be a very compelling argument from the show to Leave the Damn Trees Alone. logging rates must have crumbled after this hit the airwaves.
and he reveals that the bugs HATE the light, so now fuel preservation is very important. the old logger guy runs away and gets eaten and tbh i wasn't that sad sorry.
scully gets some of the bugs from a core sample of the old-growth tree and starts talking about what she learned in biology courses about them. i am very much in support of bug facts with scully and would attend many hours of this lecture.
they find an old radio but it's broken :( but mulder fixes it! which tells us he knows how to fix things. what a Rugged Manly Man.
the environmentalist takes the last of the fuel to go and rescue his friends and mulder stops him at gunpoint but ultimately lets him go. now they have like, no fuel!!!! and the others- scully included- are pissed! if it gets dark they will die because the bugs will eat them which is a lousy way to go! they argue for a bit and then realize they should patch up any sort of holes in the walls to prevent bugs getting in. scully is justified in her anger, i would say.
(actually thought this was a great detail. mulder is so trusting. he genuinely believes that people can be good, or rehabilitated if they aren't. he trusts the deepthroat figure and is deeply hurt when he tries to lead them down the wrong path. and when that one guy who vowed to kill him was on the loose, he still wanted to take him alive. he seems to fully believe that people can be good, even at the expense of his own safety)
i sat back to watch the next scene and things got very intense VERY FAST. the bugs start getting into the cabin despite their best preparation and scully freaks the fuck out. she's panicking, swatting her arms, backed up against the wall, screaming "mulder, get them off of me" and he holds her while he tries to explain that they're okay, the bugs won't swarm while they're in the light.
this, to me, was excellent. exactly the level of angst/comfort i can hope for when i click play on an episode. i love to see our normally stoic characters lose their minds, and i think this is the wildest we have ever seen her (with a close second being the time she told the psychic that if he hurt mulder she would kill him herself) and i loved that she asked mulder to get them off of her, seeming so desperate to believe that was a thing he was capable of doing. she trusts him so entirely.
so after that they sit on the bed next to each other with their shoulders touch. which is fine! i'm fine. toooootally fine. and she explains to him how the bugs are like fireflies in their biological processes. more bug facts with scully.
mulder says again that he hasn't given up hope that their environmentalist will return to come and get them, once again reiterating that he is deeply trusting and in many ways a sad puppy dog
in the day they make a break for it and they find the old logger guy having been eaten and left in a cocoon and ohh my skin was CRAWLLLLLING.
but the environmentalist comes back!! mulder's faith in humanity was well-placed!!! he tells them to get in the jeep NOW.
just when we think everything is in the clear the environmentalist hits one of the spikes he set to pop the logger's tires and NOOOO. THEY'RE IN THE DARK... NOOOOOOO THE BUGS ARE GETTING IN. NAURRRRR. I WAS SHOCKED. THE BUGS COCOON'ED THEM. IT WAS HORRIFIC.
but the people mulder had called for help with the fixed radio came and got them shortly after. they took their cocooned bodies and brought them to a quarantine. and somehow they had not yet had all their fluids drained.
we see mulder come out with an oxygen tank attached and horrific burns/rashes and i wrote "dude the bugs Fucked them up". scully and the forest agent are still out. he asks the doctor if scully will be okay; he says she's not out of the woods yet (poorly timed pun) and lost a ton of fluid. for once, she cannot do the doctoring.
(and this is where my heart shattered and dropped onto the cold floor) mulder says, "i told her it would be a nice trip to the forest"
oh, mulder, who is driven to the brink by the need to keep everyone around him Safe at all times, led them straight into this scenario. and now her unconscious body laying on that bed while the doctor does everything he can to try and get her back to life is going to haunt him forever, just like every other person he couldn't protect from the world.
the doctor says that the government WILL succeed in eradicating the bug species through controlled burns and pesticides. when mulder says what if that actually doesn't cut it, he says it'll have to. and thus ends the episode.
i was at the edge of my seat throughout this, and did not think it was going to get as dark as it did, but it certainly did! i feel like they will need a few weeks to recover but i've gotten use to this show just. putting them back in the office after a near death situation. so i doubt the long term bug trauma will be addressed here. however, i bet that it will make any future visits to the doctor by our three survivors very uncomfortable.
"any changes to your medical history?" "i was eaten by ancient bugs that drained my fluids and wrapped me in a cocoon so i'm not sure if that will have any long term effects" "...okay"
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What are the fanfics you keep going back to again and again when looking for something comforting and familiar to read?
hi!! this is so nice :’)) i never get questions lol. thank u for asking.
i read almost every naruhina fanfics that i found and was recommended. i enjoy light-hearted, fluffy and mutual pining stories the most!
is it okay if i recommend the authors instead? kudos to these authors bc they were my foundation to fanfic reading. :))) <3
Reading-Bennie — i like her stories and i really enjoy each of them every time i try rereading them. they’re short and sweet. Rated K+ to T.
TheseFourWords — i came across one of her stories, The Girl in the Elevator and then binge read everything she has written. i have read her stories multiple times now, but for me, it never gets old. Rated K to T.
itsvegefulsoup — i love her stories! romance + humor + SMUT AAAAAAAA!! i even read her dragonball z fanfics even though i don’t watch them. her AUs are amazing and very entertaining. Rated M.
quirrrky — she’s the first author that opened the door that lead me into reading fanfics. i love her stories and blog too!! don’t mind me fawning over her. her secret lovers holds a dear place in my heart. i always go back and read them over and over again and fall in love for these two dorks. Rated T to M.
chloelapomme — her With You in the Future brought me to her works. do you think i’m crazy if i said i read her fragile world series under inaccurate google translation? T____T i don’t speak french but i love reading her stories. she also writes SasuSaku, NaLu and Gruvia fics. Rated M.
NarutoDays (DAYS8) — NO WORDS BUT AMAZING. JUST READ THEM. YOU’RE MISSING OUT LIFE IDK ABOUT U LMAOOOO. Rated T to E.
imanga/badluckbrebis — i have been recently reading her stories. we’ve been recently acquainted and she’s such a wonderful person! i recommend reading her stories, you would surely enjoy and love them too!! Rated G to E.
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